When the surface dwellers have become crazed by disease and war, and their lands contaminated with the detritus of broken promises of innovation and heavy metals, we must build a new Eden.

As much as I adore Gemini as a concept, I yearn to express myself in the visual medium. Dillo might honestly be enough to render something beautiful within its constraints. With Wireguard meshes as the transport, and invitations offered and withdrawn by personal trust, perhaps we can have a place where our ideas could once again flourish without being amplified and distilled into mediocrity by the great monoliths looming like thunderous currents on the horizon.

It feels like a lot of people assume a sense of entitlement because one platform vendor settled on a specific usage pattern early on.

Obviously none of that is happening in the current moment, and I grant that cake recipes would be low stakes, but I would rather take the tradeoff of trawling through a little bit of slop to get that same information than acclimate myself to a workflow that could be abused by providers in more high-stakes situations down the line.

But that's just me, and I realise this is not a particularly popular take, but it should nonetheless be illustrative for why "just ask the LLM" might not be the best of ideas long term.

> If you're not seeing these same successes, I legitimately think you're using it wrong.

I'm not sure how you could say that, considering I'm not using it at all. I don't want to, and I don't plan to. If that becomes an issue, I'm exiting this industry because I simply don't fucking care any longer. I am fine living the rest of my life and dying happy and sore being an automotive technician.

I've tried everything I can to cope and am not sure I will be willing to return to that team once I am past my medical leave.

The LLM bit though, personally, is just not for me.

Aw hell. You found my vice and my own cognitive dissonance here. If I want to truly stand by my convictions, I should probably cook more and log off. Waiting for signs that the tides are turning and that people are beginning to value a slower, more methodical approach again isn't doing anything in the current moment to stave off the genuine feelings of dread that have honestly led to some suicidal ideation.

(this is serious and not sarcasm, by the way)

In all seriousness though, writing code, or even sitting down and properly architecting things, have never been bottlenecks for me. It has either been artificial deadlines preventing me from writing proper unit tests, or the requirement for code review from people on my team who don't even work on the same codebase as I do on a daily basis. I have often stated and stand by the assertion that I develop at the speed of my own understanding, and I think that is a good virtue to carry forth that I think will stand the test of time and bring about the best organisational outcomes. It's just a matter of finding the right place that values this approach.

Edit for context: My team is an ops team that needed a couple developers; I was picked to implement some internal tooling. The deadlines I was given for the initial development are tied directly to my performance evaluation. My boss has only ever been a manager for almost two years. He has only ever had development headcount for less than a year. He has never been on a development team himself. The man does not take breaks and micromanages at every opportunity he gets. He is paranoid for his job, thinking he is going to be imminently replaced by our (cheaper) EU counterparts. His management style and verbal admonitions reflect this; he frequently projects these insecurities onto others, using unnecessarily accusatory speech. I am not the only developer on my team who has had such interactions with him. I have screenshots of conversations with him that I felt necessary to present to a therapist. This degree of time pressure is entirely unprecedented in my 20 year career. Yes, this is a dysfunctional environment.

• Tom Scott's brand is Tom Scott the Creative Vision, and Tom Scott the "It's Ready When It's Ready". Sacrificing either would drive away the audience.

• Having a presence on a creative collective platform like Nebula affords a great deal more autonomy here. Yeah, while the YouTube channel occupies a special and inimitable place, there's not a lot of recourse from their mercurial and non-transparent algorithmic changes.

Is this a symptom of the same phenomenon behind the deluge of disposable JavaScript frameworks of just ten years ago? Is it peer pressure, fear of missing out? At its root, I suspect so; of course I would imagine it's rare for the C-suite to have ever mandated the usage of a specific language or framework, and LLMs represent an unprecedented lever of power to have an even bigger shot at first mover's advantage, from a business perspective. (Yes, I am aware of how "good enough" local models have become for many.)

I don't really have anything useful nor actionable to say here regarding this dialling back of capability to deal with capacity issues. Are there any indications of shops or individual contributors with contingency plans on the table for dialling back LLM usage in kind to mitigate these unknowns? I know the calculus is such that potential (and frequently realised) gains heavily outweigh the risks of going all in, but, in the grander scheme of time and circumstance, long term commitments are starting to be more apparently risky. I am purposefully trying to avoid "begging the question" here; if instead of LLMs, this were some other tool or service, reactions to these events would have been far more pragmatic, with less of a reticence to invest time on in-house solutions when dealing with flaky vendors.

To the reader and the casual passerby, I ask: Do you have to work at this pace, in this manner? I understand completely that mandates and pressure from above may instill a primal fear to comply, but would you be willing to summon enough courage to talk to maybe one other person you think would be sympathetic to these feelings? If you have ever cared about quality outcomes, if for no other reason than the sake of personal fulfillment, would it not be worth it to firmly but politely refuse purely metrics-focused mandates?